I Use Ep As My Journal

its painful without koala. my insecurity makes me think sometimes he [i]chooses[/i] to immediately be busy (in the early morning) instead of messaging me at least [i]something[/i]. its a difficult line between my insecurity and being ok with [i]nothing[/i] at all but i believe he will always message when he can so i just remind myself when he doesnt its becuz he [i]couldnt[/i]