I Use Ep As My Journal

this is going to hurt if we're not together today and that scares me cuz i can see it trying to be powerful. i cant let it control me but sometimes i dont feel strong enough 😢 but i wont be like we're over just cuz we missed a holiday together. thats being a coward and i [i]am never[/i] going to let it control me enough to be a coward with him. at the end i'll be like so we missed christmas. pfffft watever