The necessities of lifeI have been trying to get free VIP from a certain person here who has offered It many times. Telling me to pm him while he plays games with his own agenda. I had to block him because it wasn't right. What would you have done in the same situation?
:(totally not cryingI know you know that feeling, of wanting to stab your eyes out. wanting to just close your eyes and go to sleep. but I cant go to sleep, because the person I care about most right now, the person who has honestly been the highlight of my day the...See More »
Twisted .......... Lol!I made a very very dangerous twist but it was not meant to look twisted hahaha 😀
Uggghhhh I hate talking to people.Now I need to stim. I kind of had a derealization experience talking to this very nice girl at work....still kind of something I was being forced to do so I felt extremely anxious and had an out of body experience. Now I'm back sitting alone in a...See More »
Hard part of letting go of someone who ghostsIs just knowing and saying to myself "She doesn't want to be found." It's a big pill to swallow.
Do I belong here?Belong here in this world ? Belong on SW? I just want to belong.. I feel like I don’t belong a lot of the time, like everyone around me thinks that or just doesn’t like me
Online friendsMaking friends online is like walking through minefield, or swimming through catfish😂
A draft without meaningStaring at this blank page...so many things wanna tell them but i just lost the will. No use in that anymore. Walking over my emotions because they can. Like a fool i run right back to you
People sometimes hint that they dont feel equal to the other smarties out herebut its more irritating when people say things that wanna make us understand they are smarter than us. What's the point. Are they THAT insecure???
I feel good to be hereI can hide and stay anonymous Don’t have to pretend to be anything or pressured to be anyone. Feel a big sigh of relief Watched loads of YouTube videos Strange ones Like indoor military ocean pool for the navy Then watched animals being...See More »
Why am I such a rug to be walked all over, the black sheep?It's like everyone! Everyone! My family, my friends, my neighbors all seem to take out their frustrations on me even if they are talking about someone else they say YOUUUU! Me? Not me them! They lash out on me and it's deminishing my self esteem, my...See More »
is it my fault?I know you know that feeling, of wanting to stab your eyes out. wanting to just close your eyes and go to sleep. but I cant go to sleep, because the person I care about most right now, the person who has honestly been the highlight of my day the...See More »
can people see that you're nervous even though you try to hide iti have a nervous disorder, i'm exceptionally nervous when i have to go outside in public, but i try to hide it and look calm and confident but i worry i don't convince people.. what do you think?
Who can i depend on but myself?I have come to realize life is just a vapor of breath escaped for gentle breezes of pleasure for a moment. A job is just a slave driver chaining you to an income without possitive atire for tge outcome of bills. Love is a various plethera of defeat....See More »
Why are people who are in the MOST trouble...never seemingly able to get out of it...whereas the less severe cases can always somehow find a solution and then berate the rest of us for being LESS DESERVING losers? omg when will "it" ever change? any answers??? can they be applied HERE?
having a hard timeEveryday i wake up and have this emotional toll on me. I suck at being a mom and i hate myself for beinging my kids in a situation behind my wrong decisions. im suffering ane so are they. im not proud, im just making it by. no family, no friends bad...See More »