I Believe In God

Well,studying the bible alot, I found so much evidence that destroys that belief. I ask you to search deeply, not only look at anything in tje bible, and say yup. But in short, Do you think God will send a human being to hell for loving each other, respectfully and truly. Where theu trust in the lord and wait til marriage to have sex. If you can answer yes to that. Then that is sad. Studying the bible there are many, many pro gay things. Jesus speaks of people who are eunuchs, and how normal marriage won't apply to him. Today God lead me to find evidence, from a man whos studied Eunuchs, and over 6 languages and historical evidence speaking of eunuchs. From the evidence of not only scriptures, but also books, and writings, and so much more. I believe Eunuchs are castrated and not castrated. And that the majority are gay, and they either are born that way, or choose to be that way. But Im not the guy who studied for over 5 years about this. I send a link, Well.com/user/aquarius/thesis.htm

Another reason why? Because sexuality is complex. Nobody likes to say it, but many people can be attracted to both sex. Many can imagine it. Some force or a born not being attracted to the same sex. I myself, I think im either demisexual, or graysexual...I've bounced everywhere. But realizing it only few days, like weeks ago. I never had true sexual attractions to anyone. Those two are basically saying you can't be sexually attracted to someone, because you have none or a lack of it. Unless theres an emotional connection. But even now, my heart keeps saying I mighy be gay....Even though I can imagine being with a girl, there is simply no connection I feel towards them. The reason why I broke up with the 3 or 4 girls I dated. Again, Even my interest in them, well there was barely any....There isn't. Yeah, I can imagine loving a girl...but the thought that I'd be happy with one, or something. Eh, in all honesty, it bothers me...but that fact that I have barely any sexual attractions to either sex....well idk what I am, demisexual? Gay? What? Idk, So im just going to removr both titles and say yeah, I'd kiss a guy, or a girl, as long as we are in love, and in a respectful relationship. Not my fault God made me this way. If I could have sexual attractions to women, or to guys, naturally and easily, I would. But I don't. God's not going to send any two humans to hell for loving each other in godly way. Point blank, end of story.Thats not God's way, not his character. Its easy to see that. P.s. No one 5,000 years ago knew what a sexual orientation was. Its really dumb to say homosexuality is a sin, now an evil rape action of homosexuals, would probably send you to hell. But theres a difference between love, and lust, between loving relationships, and rape. What if we were all gay, and the bible said Heterosexual actions, in the bible. We'd stupidly attack you because we believe God condemns every single verses of heterosexuality. You do have a right to your beliefs, but every word does one of two things. It either destroys and kills, or repairs and brings life. And when someone says gays go to hell for loving each other, It not only hurts, but it also gets me angry. like, I call it holy fire, because its the same feeling I get when someone insults my relationship with god, or when someone does something in justifiable to someone else. So yeah...But like slavery, I do believe God is showing the world that he made gays. If you look at slavery, or Segregation, and how the bible doesn't support it. Well I easily see God's hands in it. If someone is teaching false things, or saying God supports denial of human rights, them well...Look at slavery. People said God supports it, all I see is that God sent millions of people to oppose that belief, which revieled Gods truth that he does not support it....I believe the same is happening with Homosexuality. Soon, people will have to re look at those verses, and find the truth. Its the same pattern, I don't understand how people don't see it. Sorry, I babbke..

You are certainly entitled to your own feelings and expressing them however you want as well as your own opinion. I applaud the way you worded your post. You're honest and not baiting. You're not attacking or really criticizing and you're inviting responses. Best of all, you're not damning anyone with a holier than thou attitude like your better than someone ride. I don't agree with or condone the gay lifestyle. But I don't bash gays or make jokes about them in public or private. I don't find anything humorous about it. Oh I used to. But I've brine out of a lot of things. I know some gay people ( that I actually know are gay....probably more that I don't even know are gay). I'm a Christian. Catholic. I only hate rapists and child molesters. And even that's wrong in my faith, but I'm still human. But it's difficult when it comes to kids....to hate the sin and not the dinner. But when it comes to gays, I just try to see a person. It's the lifestyle I don't like. But I don't have to like it. It's not mine. The only time I get offended is when the lifestyle is thrown in my face in an attempt to shove it dine my throat with the attitude of "here...take it and like it!" No I will respond to that with not so nice attitude. But not all gays or gay supporters do that. I try to be tolerant. I believe many homosexual were born that way. I also believe some weren't and just want to be freaky and rebellious. I had a friend as a little kid, that had more gems kind than masculine "characteristics" I'll say. Of course, I had no idea about stuff like that at the time. We were like 4, 5, 6, 7 and 8. The way he played and carried his books and so on. He's come over and would start out playing with my with car and war games and stuff but would always peek off and end up with my sisters. Pfft I never even noticed that! Anyway he ended up being a homosexual and died of aids not too long ago. It made me think of when we were little. I don't think there was any way he could have been influenced in that direction. I don't really know but doesn't seem like he could've and I was they.


Anyway. I can't judge. I have my own quirks. I didn't give them to myself. And I can't just stop and not have them anymore. They are there. I have fed them and nurtured them and acted on them. My quirks are deviant but heterosexual. But besides that, how different am I than they? I'm a decent person. But not everyone would like my quirks if they knew what they were. So who am I to judge? A decent person that happens to be gay is cool with me as long as that lifestyle is not pushed on me or mine. Just as I would cone into your life - invited, and push my fetishes on you or your family. They are mine and I find willing and like minded partners and we privately do our thing. I refuse to let hate destroy me and make me miserable like I see it doing to do many others. Takes too much energy and emotion. Most haters don't even know that hate I'd fear driven. Oh I fear too. I'm not immune just because I'm aware of that. I fear gays will influence youth that might otherwise not follow that path if not influenced. But then there was my friend who I believe was born that way. So, live and let live and hate the sin and not the sinner..the person. And we all sin and need redemption. "Who among you that is without sin, cast the first stone". My God doesn't hate anyone He created. But He does frown on what we do that is not good in His sight. The coward who shot up the little elementary school kids in the northeast. God doesn't hate him. I DO!! But I'm just human. Not God. But that's an extreme example. Gays don't shoot up little children at school. And if they did it wouldn't be because they're gay. Anyone following any of this? I know it's all over the place. A lot of babble just to say I don't hate it bash gays but I do not condone or support they're lifestyle. They should have equal rights but I'm not for gay marriages.

What would you do if you had a child that loved the same sex

i do