I don't understand why I get treated bad by almost everyone I meet & I'm so nice [I Ask]

This man named Barry from NJ kept calling me ugly for no reason & I never met him. He just kept picking on me when he had a girlfriend & talking about God bless you. Weirdo. I been recorded during sex while we were doing doggystyle by an ex. My baby daddy hit me & called me crazy for not wanting a threesome & begged for my money. Every year nothing exciting happens. I am so tired of being mad all the time