I Have Cut Myself Before
I used to a lot before I met my husband, then he helped me get my mind off it and I was happy for awhile. But since he left me, I've been doing it again, and I had been good about not doing it since my best friend and I got together... But just a little bit ago this guy message me and asked me a really weird question and said if I didn't answer honestly he'd cut himself. Instead of getting worried, I asked him how he did it because while I'm able to make marks and my arm swells up and turns red, I very rarely draw blood but I sooo want to... I think I scared him off telling him all that... But now I can't take my mind off it and it's taking all my might to not get the scissors or can lid and do it again....