I’m hurting inside... [I Dont Have A Valentine]

I’m hurt that I’m not a supermodel to go out with him...he’s so adorable and so attractive...he’s beyond my reach. I wish I were a supermodel so he could date me, but I am no supermodel, I’m ugly and short and fat and I look like a troll because of the situation my foster mother and her Russian boyfriend’s family have me in. It hurts. They drugged me with steroids and it stunted my growth...I could’ve been a model myself, but I’m all short and ugly looking and Papi would never desire me, I feel like he’ll always turn away from me as long as I’m alive because I’m just not attractive, but I feel like I love him so much...he’s just so...so...everything to me, everything I love!