I have found you to be just fine. I think there are some people on here that take almost anything too seriously so you've been a bit of a magnet for those. The thing i like about your posts and comments is that you express your feelings which is a great thing, yet some people expect everyone to speak in an uplifting sanitised way, but i like to hear from real people. I'd be sorry to see you go, but i can understand it. I've felt that way more than once myself.

I dont see it as attention seeking, instead of deleting your account why dont you just take a break for a while, I did for 9 months. There are people on here with problems galore, some who revel in upsetting people, all because it makes them feel a bit better about themselves. Don;t let strangers who you dont know and probably ave zero reason to respect run you off if you find some enjoyment here

You answered your own question with Your last 13 words
I wouldn't.

Im reading this again, and commenting again, from a stranger looking in, I just saw you as a no nonsense straight talking person who didn't put up with crap, you always came across as strong, so to hear this place..and strangers made you feel like this comes as a surprise. if this place is more a negative than a positive for you, then by all means take a break. But just because the people who are not total assholes don't comment as much as the ones who live to upset people doesn't make you unwanted or unappreciated.

I think you might be over thinking what others think.

We have a friendship and I respect you for who you are. Sometimes you post things to get a rise out of people. It’s never directed at any one person but some always take it personally. If I don’t care about it, I don’t reply. Simple as that. I do worry about you because I can tell you are sensitive or angry inside. I know some posts are directed at yourself and you are not the person you pain yourself as. 🤗