I Sometimes Feel Lonely
Today is a tough day, though I am determined to fight my depression and near despair. The problems I am having relate to aspects of my basic situation as outlined in my Featured story.
I had some sad news last night which is complicated but involves my basic situation. I decided to do some experimenting to check it out. Right now, it doesn't look optimistic.
If I said more here, it would get too complicated. As I have stated before, my life is a lot like a badly directed low budget film noir of the 1930s.
It has to do with loneliness and a number of people who have decided to withdraw from my life recently. Some are stonewalling me. I did not do anything to deserve this and they know it; this is not a psychological situation. I've been through this before, and if anyone can cope with it, I can. It's just depressing. I expect better times ahead. I've been through a lot of this crap before at various times in my life. I can cope. And I will. But...It's depressing.
I had some sad news last night which is complicated but involves my basic situation. I decided to do some experimenting to check it out. Right now, it doesn't look optimistic.
If I said more here, it would get too complicated. As I have stated before, my life is a lot like a badly directed low budget film noir of the 1930s.
It has to do with loneliness and a number of people who have decided to withdraw from my life recently. Some are stonewalling me. I did not do anything to deserve this and they know it; this is not a psychological situation. I've been through this before, and if anyone can cope with it, I can. It's just depressing. I expect better times ahead. I've been through a lot of this crap before at various times in my life. I can cope. And I will. But...It's depressing.
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