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I Sometimes Feel Lonely

I remember for many years I felt this deep loneliness. It was like I was the only one in the world. I could see some people, but they would open their mouths to speak and it was like gibberish.

I started working on myself and just getting in tune with who I am. I finally do not see myself as the only one in the world.

My son left for a few days and I was home alone. I was a tad nervous about how I would handle it because there has always been someone in my house. This time, I did not freak out. I just took time for myself and I did things that I was behind on. Turns out the days flew.

I do not feel all alone now. I may feel lonely at times but nothing to extreme. I have learned that I had to fill that hole in my heart that was making me feel lonely. I got to know myself. I like who i am. I am really good at somethings and not so good at others so I will try to stay with doing the good. Mind you, I am headstrong and will probably get involved in something I do not like to prove that I can do it.

I use to say, I would rather be lonely and alone then lonely and with someone. My lonely with someone last 14 years. He was in the house, he would take me to dinner at times, we would go to his breweries but he was never really present. So by he not being present, it slowly got me to not be present.

Now I live for the moment, the here and now. I love my life and I am so excited to see what more is coming my way. I have lived half my life already but the best is yet to come.

I look forward to the man that I bring into my life, the love of my life, the one and only, because he will not know what came to him when I become his mate.

So when I am lonely, I just remember, that it's just for that moment and I ask myself, what am I feeling to feel this way? Sometimes (most times) I do not like the answer. :) But I know then what I need to work on.
JesseInTX · 51-55, M
Beautifully stated. Being alone does not have to mean you are lonely. It took me a while to grasp that concep, but since I did I’ve been happier than at any other point in my life.
@JesseInTX I have as well. I also thought lonely and alone meant the same. I also realized that the loneliness steamed from fear for me.
JesseInTX · 51-55, M
@LoveYouLoveMe Once you come to the realization that alone and lonely are different things you really start to become comfortable with yourself. And it’s a beautiful thing. Happy for you 🙂
@JesseInTX Thank you! I am happy for me. :)
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@GOODbad It is possible. I did it. Requires work and it can be painful but it is so worth it. :)
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SW-User
You're awesome! 😊
@SW-User Thank you. :)
clamenza · 56-60, M
Wayne91 · 31-35, M
Do what you love and love what you do!!! May be this will get rid off loneliness. It worked for me. But you have made a wonderful statement 😊😊😊

 
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