I Sometimes Feel Lonely

I feel lonely sometimes, but tonight that is void from me.
I actually feel relaxed in my own presence at a sober 3 am.
I spent the whole day watching Netflix for the first time in a while due to a cold coming over me. I'm typically a very busy person in both my social and professional life.
I've dealt with a lot of stress recently and this sickness has kind of come as a blessing.
Because otherwise I probably would have forgotten to let myself relax.