I Have Done Things I Am Not Proud of

@Mr well people in real life don't hate me, I'm very polite and usually quiet so they have no reason to but people on the Internet do because I'm honest and I don't like to sugarcoat things. Some people are accustomed to being around fake individuals who never tell the truth to their face (but will talk behind their backs) but I'm not like that. Another thing is that I tend to be pessimistic because the fact that we, humans are ruining everything around us, and that is causing a great pain because I get affected by things that don't directly influence me. This often causes me to be bitter and people to think that I am insensitive when in fact I'm hurting. I'm not sure if this makes any sense and if you understand what I mean.

Well since I like you and I don't want you to die, I'll be brief. I'm a failure, my procrastination and irresponsibility are going to result in me being homeless and my tendency to justify everything I do with being emotional isn't going to get me anywhere. It would be nice if I was a people person at least but since people hate me I'm definitely going to end up in some abandoned place, you know being abandoned. XD
I'm glad this didn't turn into a book. :O

@OriginalMe I am the same way. But in real life too. People hate the truth. But it is reality. Most people don't want their delusions shattered,so they hate truth. Mankind,on the whole is fucked up. We fucked up the planet,nature and each other. Stand by your convictions. Better to live in reality.

That's very nice of you to say( I actually feel better because you made me think of all the other terrible stuff that I'm not doing xD ) but failing a class won't be on anyone's "things I'm proud of" list lol

@Chaud Well damn you, you made me cry! Thank you so much for your kind words,this was very touching, I feel better now and not so alone anymore. Even when I have people around me, I feel empty and alone but your comment really made me feel warmth around my heart and put a smile on my face (even though it actually made me cry but you get the point :) )
Thank you once again it was so nice of you to be this supportive,you made my day! ^^

@MrBrownstone Well put, I could not have said it better myself. To be honest if I was in their place, I wouldn't have want my delusions shattered either. Life is so much better when you are ignorant. It's just too bad that I can't unsee things and get back to my "sheep" mindset.

@Chaud it will remain a mystery my friend! Unless you really really want to know and in that case I'm going to bore you to death by explaining everything (not recommended) xD

@OriginalMe Very true. This could help clear your mind though. Need a break from study and not be stressed.

@OriginalMe Much respect for admitting that! But why do people hate you?

@Original There are much worse things you can do that you are not proud of.

@Chaud Haha not this time xD

@MrBrownstone It seems that way!

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