I Am Venting
I was just expressing myself to two of my colleagues, i was happy and it’s hard for me to be able to express myself, esp verbally.
Later on, i overheard one of them telling a different colleague how frustrating it is to know how fake some people are but everyone likes them bcoz they put on a good show.
I don’t know if she was talking about me, but i felt like it was about me. It made me angry and sad I don’t put on a good show, it’s just how i am. If she doesn’t want to listen to me, why not just stay away from me. I never asked her to listen, she just happened to be there when i was talking to the other colleague about how happy i was. Now all that happiness is gone.
I know i should ignore what she said, but it keeps bothering me. I’m not fake, i dont fake my moods or goodness.
I don’t know what problem she has with me. She’s been mean for past few months and i’ve tried to be good to her and tried talking to her but i still don’t know why she’s like that. I know that not everyone would like me or everyone would be friendly, but if they can’t be friendly, why can’t they just leave me alone instead?!
I have no idea what to do except ignore, ignore, ignore.
Later on, i overheard one of them telling a different colleague how frustrating it is to know how fake some people are but everyone likes them bcoz they put on a good show.
I don’t know if she was talking about me, but i felt like it was about me. It made me angry and sad I don’t put on a good show, it’s just how i am. If she doesn’t want to listen to me, why not just stay away from me. I never asked her to listen, she just happened to be there when i was talking to the other colleague about how happy i was. Now all that happiness is gone.
I know i should ignore what she said, but it keeps bothering me. I’m not fake, i dont fake my moods or goodness.
I don’t know what problem she has with me. She’s been mean for past few months and i’ve tried to be good to her and tried talking to her but i still don’t know why she’s like that. I know that not everyone would like me or everyone would be friendly, but if they can’t be friendly, why can’t they just leave me alone instead?!
I have no idea what to do except ignore, ignore, ignore.
