I Don't Fear Death

I started to smoke at age 16. i'm curios why my friends doing it and i was having a hard time at home. Its something i always wanted to do. One day they told me to buy cigarette in the store. I bought a pack of cigarette and when I gave it to them, they gave me stick of cigarette and they told me to try it. I try to use that stick of cigarette because it is my first time I felt I'm floating. Till now I'm taking cigarette. I want to stop but I can't do it because my body always wanted to use it.