I Don't Fear Death

This hasn't got anything to do with death, but today I got news of a person who went to my school getting stabbed and died he's was only 16 although I was surrounded by grieving teachers and students I felt nothing for him not the smallest bit of sadness this was because he pretty much ruined my life and would constantly go to far as he thought it was cool and being funny but after a while I've actually come to realize just how much he meant to people and even tho I only met his dark side many others had seen the part of him which talked about his dreams and his future so now I feel crazy guilty for still hating on him even though he passed but now I've come to see these things are serious and we really never know when your gonna go. I hope he's resting in peace despite our hatred for each other because no matter how big of an asshole someone is to me I don't wish death on nobody my condolences go out to his family I can't imagine how they feel compared to how I first reacted