I Smoked Candy Cigarettes

I watch not alone in my eyes as i once was so stoic and on top of dreams of the universe what lived in it and beyond. I wanted to find my sexuality not have the devils rage in my eyes. Something is always so unsettling about a murder plot aimed at your throat that is slowly loosing its innocent like a word aimed at your throat as a dagger. I dreamed of trees and more importantly stars. I wish i could be night always and never see sunlight again. Sunlight hurts and often makes me want to lay down and give up its almost unbearable so defeating so hurtful to my kind spitit that slowly diminishes against the daylight sky. I am nothing I feel nothing I did nothing wrong for things to end this was defeated on the sidewalk corner on main street in the center of the city as if i ever intended to not be able to look to the sky or have my head in the right place against the scorching man made sun of sin city.

Help me find the way.