I Want to Be Positive About Life
I really reaally do. Since losing my girlfriend (for the moment or forever) I decided to really disconnect from all forms of social media besides here. I really like the community here, and you all respond and comment and it reaally makes my day. I have been very singular and isolated for a long long time, and so opening up and sharing my story and who I am is taking time. Remembering who I am without her (8 years ago) Is also taking time. Just trying to rediscover what I love and what I wanna do...
But If you can, leave me some positivity, I struggle with self doubt, self hate, self deprecation. I judge myself constantly.
My inner voice tells me terrible things and I just struggle thinking positive and seeing the positivity. There's been so many other voices in my head and so much negativity around me and inside me lately. So I lost my confidence. I'm starting from zero at 22 and I never thought this would be me. But hey, life I guess.
But If you can, leave me some positivity, I struggle with self doubt, self hate, self deprecation. I judge myself constantly.
My inner voice tells me terrible things and I just struggle thinking positive and seeing the positivity. There's been so many other voices in my head and so much negativity around me and inside me lately. So I lost my confidence. I'm starting from zero at 22 and I never thought this would be me. But hey, life I guess.
