I Want to Be Positive About Life
For the last 7years i have had a pinpal. She was my only friends for years, esp during middle school, so when she moved i was sad but we wrote each other. For years. We still do now but in college, she got a boyfriend and before that we used to write each other several times a year.
Now she only writes me once or twice a year. It always happens that way. I respond to her letter and it takes her 6mths to an entire year to get back to me.
She was my bestfriend. I still feel she is in a way.
I had visted her while she we were in high school and she had changed so much. While I still felt like the the middle school band geek having a rough time with puberty.
It ok that she changed but niw shes become distant too. Its kinda sad. I feel like im just waiting for her to stopping responding to ny letters. She always starts the letter with "Sorry for my late reply..." and its usually only a page response to my 3 pages. She never has anything to say.
I feel like she probably doesnt feel as confortable sharing things with me anymore. Thats sad too.
Its ok if we stop talking but it always hurts to lose a friend, even if ive seen it coming fornthe past 4yrs. Or maybe im just being too negative and she does still want to be friends.
But responding to me once or twice a year? And only a page at that. It kinda a sad response to my letters.
Its always nice to get letters from people. I feel like tech is so impersonal but letters a tangible reminders of the friendships i used to have...or of fhe ones that are currently falling apart.
Now she only writes me once or twice a year. It always happens that way. I respond to her letter and it takes her 6mths to an entire year to get back to me.
She was my bestfriend. I still feel she is in a way.
I had visted her while she we were in high school and she had changed so much. While I still felt like the the middle school band geek having a rough time with puberty.
It ok that she changed but niw shes become distant too. Its kinda sad. I feel like im just waiting for her to stopping responding to ny letters. She always starts the letter with "Sorry for my late reply..." and its usually only a page response to my 3 pages. She never has anything to say.
I feel like she probably doesnt feel as confortable sharing things with me anymore. Thats sad too.
Its ok if we stop talking but it always hurts to lose a friend, even if ive seen it coming fornthe past 4yrs. Or maybe im just being too negative and she does still want to be friends.
But responding to me once or twice a year? And only a page at that. It kinda a sad response to my letters.
Its always nice to get letters from people. I feel like tech is so impersonal but letters a tangible reminders of the friendships i used to have...or of fhe ones that are currently falling apart.
