I Have Been Betrayed By Friends
New faces, new places. Cherish them all, one at a time. Appreciate their company, and love true personalities. Man...
As time ticks forward, things change. People change. I've never felt so embarrassed around the time in May, shortly after the school term was done. I planned to have my house party with the crew I love, for my 25th - those who couldn't make it gave advanced notice (which I appreciate). Others, shoot - only four made it + my family. Oh well, we still made the evening fun and enjoyable! In the following weeks, shade is felt everywhere. I've given up on people in general, despite being a social butterfly. That sounds strange, right?
Anyways, I don't need anyone who will give me false hope that they're good friends, let alone companions. The circle has shrunk, and I'm cool with that. I met some new folks recently, and I'm torn between middle-aged and elderly folks to look up to / children and teens who look up to me / married or dating and single. That's where I'm at. The lies are a joke, and I will dismiss anyone who uses it to degrade me or anyone else.
As time ticks forward, things change. People change. I've never felt so embarrassed around the time in May, shortly after the school term was done. I planned to have my house party with the crew I love, for my 25th - those who couldn't make it gave advanced notice (which I appreciate). Others, shoot - only four made it + my family. Oh well, we still made the evening fun and enjoyable! In the following weeks, shade is felt everywhere. I've given up on people in general, despite being a social butterfly. That sounds strange, right?
Anyways, I don't need anyone who will give me false hope that they're good friends, let alone companions. The circle has shrunk, and I'm cool with that. I met some new folks recently, and I'm torn between middle-aged and elderly folks to look up to / children and teens who look up to me / married or dating and single. That's where I'm at. The lies are a joke, and I will dismiss anyone who uses it to degrade me or anyone else.
31-35, F
