I Am Glad People Can't Read My Thoughts

The more I live and the more life I go through the more I realize how the world is just not for me, and this isn't in "boohoo i'm so special i'm not like you guys!!!" kind of way, but in a I wish, I really do, that I would just belong 100% or relate to someone, or find the reason why all of life is worth it.

Don't get me wrong, i'm not suicidal, but i'm just not big on life. I have hopes, dreams, inspirations, but I still have my issues with life