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I Am Trying to Lose Weight

I am trying to get back my normal weight

I still remembered first year of my marriage I wasn't fat. I was healthy and happy. People were admired me on my wedding dress. They were said I really beautiful it was the happiest moment on my life. My husband was happy with me until I lost control of my eating disorder. I couldn't stop eating I craved for foods like a crazy person. I was upset about myself it was effect on my marriage life. I become more sensitive,numb,etc. I was quarelled with my husband if he wasn't bought me foods. I love junk foods and fried food.i lost half of my salary to satisfied my eating habits.it getting worse everyday.My husband tried to remind me to get exercise whenever he pushed me went to gym I was mad about it. We were married almost 4 years since of that I gained 22 kg. I felt my husband wasn't loved me anymore so he insisted me to get exercise. It was devastated and heart breaking. I remembered when we want to slept I saw tears on his eyes I asked him what was happened his body was trembling he said I want to life with you until the rest of our lives we can go to everyplace we want we can see our children have marriage then they will have children then we will grow up old together. I am afraid you will get sick and we cannot cherish our life together. I just want we both to be healthy. Then we can stay life to be much longer. At the moment I felt my body was freeze I think I was the only one who has been self centered in my marriage. He wanted the best for me even he did a lot of things for me he was sacrificed so much he was paid me for diet treatments it was so costly but it never worked since I didn't care about it. After all I am blaming myself why I didn't trying to change myself. It felt so hurt I made my husband so sad.
SW-User
I can relate to this except I was the husband. My ex wife had various issues which lead to her putting on weight I tried to support her as she wanted to lose weight but found it very difficult to do so. I used to find crisp packets, McDonald packets etc hidden away from me it put a big strain on our relationship, when I pushed too much she accused me of not liking her anyway. :(
Theresia · 31-35, F
@SW-User omg..I am sorry to hear that. Yeah I felt that way I was hidden a lot of foods behind my husband somehow I felt so guilty with myself.

Btw how did you overcome the issues? Did she try to lose weight?
Too bad your husband can’t accept that your body has changed.
Interestingguy · 36-40, M
Good for health

 
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