I Have Thought About Suicde

Falling… means surrendering to an incoming pain.
Falling means stumbling and getting hurt… badly.
Falling is plummeting to the earth at a distance enough to create a crater that ultimately becomes your grave.
Falling is… wholeheartedly volunteering for the traumatic rollercoaster of bliss and regret.
With the belief of being caught before hitting the ground, falling is the suicidal act of a wishful foolish heart.