I Don't Say I Love You Unless I Mean It

you wouldn't believe it if i told you, but i have never uttered those 3 words to anyone in my entire life, not even close family or nothing!! i mean, ok, i send birthday cards and Christmas cards to family and mothers day cards to my mom and so on with those words written in them, and i do care about people a lot, but at times i just have great difficulty in expressing it, i always have!! so if i ever say those words to anyone, then it will be a special moment for me, cos i will be saying those words in sequence for possibly the first time in my life!!