I Don't Say I Love You Unless I Mean It

"Don’t fall in love with me.
There are days when I get sad without a reason and I just stare at the ceiling with tears streaming down my face.

Don’t fall in love with me.
On those days, I don’t talk to anyone. I just bury myself in my bed and think about how I became this mess of sadness.

Don’t fall in love with me.
I will become attached to you and I will cry myself to sleep if you don’t text me good night before you go to sleep and I will convince myself that it’s because you got tired of me.

Don’t fall in love with me.
I’m too much. I will depend on you. I need attention, much more than other people. I’ll talk to you in metaphors and make you one. I’ll write poems about you and opening up my skin at 2 A.M.

Don’t fall in love with me.
I couldn’t stand you coming home to find me on the bathroom floor shaking and crying, with blood spilling from my wrists. I couldn’t stand seeing the disappointment in your eyes.

Don’t fall in love with me.
I will pour everything I’ve left of me into you, every bit of love, until I have nothing to give. Until I become completely empty.

Don’t fall in love with me.
I’m scared that my sadness is contagious.

Don’t fall in love with me.
I will replay your sweet words in my head when I hate myself so much that I want to die. Your words will be the only thing that make me stay.

Don’t fall in love with me.
You will live in fear. You won’t be able to leave me, because you’d know if you did, I wouldn’t have anything to live for.

Don’t fall in love with me.
Before I met you, there wasn’t a single person who could’ve made me stay. You’re my reason now. "

Found this on facebook and this was its reply in the comments section:

"I'll fall in love with you. I'd be the one wiping your tears when you're sad.

I'll fall in love with you. I'd be the one waiting outside your room until you're ready to talk.

I'll fall in love with you. I'd like you attached to me, and I won't text you good night 'cos I'll be beside you to personally tell you it, no matter what.

I'll fall in love with you. I don't care having you depending on me. I'll give you as much attention as you need. I'll listen to all your metaphors, and wait until you finish your poems about me.

I'll fall in love with you. I'll break into the house just to see you before you cry and slit your wrists. And if ever I do, I'll be the one to bandage the wound, and I'll bring you to the doc, and be with you until you go home.

I'll fall in love with you. I'll catch every ounce of what you pour into me, and I'll pour out mine just the same.

I'll fall in love with you. I'll be the antidote to your sadness.

I'll fall in love with you. I'll flood you with sweet words so that you'll stay.

I'll fall in love with you. I won't live in fear 'cos I can't leave you. Instead, I'd be happy that I finally have someone with who's afraid to lose me.

I'll fall in love with you. I'm glad that I will be able to make you stay.

I'll fall in love with you. I will, 'cos you will."

Can i cry now ?