I Am a Sensitive Person

At war with myself xx

I am sensitive, I reach out for serenity..being so sensitive, it's sometimes not so easy to reach, with all these deep thoughts, I am currently trying to process...My friends go wild, drink, party, living that young life, I just can't see myself fitting in with..I'm a calm person, creative in my spare time, I write, I paint, I create to express true feelings, not through my calm persona, but through art..And I love being round people..but I sometimes distance myself, as I say, people of my age are trying to make the most of their nights, out late drinking, partying, they're all into the same interests, styles, creating a stronger bond...Where is I search for peace, and serenity..recently I had to get away..travelled to my favourite place, The Isle Of Arran, sat by the shore, at the pier were the ferry docks, listened to my own calm music, then listened to the tide coming in, watched the sun set behind the hills as the last ferry departed, then lay on the beach at twilight, drowning my thoughts, but admiring my surroundings before I hit my hotel for the night..Told my friends, they won't obviously have the same feelings I did for such a place, obviously we're all different, I notice these things, but social media, pictures, or as they would call it "selfies" of their wild parties and nights out..make them all look the same, same poses, same status..I'd love to live that life while I'm still young, I'd love to relate, or fit in..but I am who I am..At war with myself..sitting by the pier xx