I Am a Sensitive Person
I've always wondered if I annoy people. I think I do. I've never voiced this concern or even written it down until now. I even feel this way with my own family.
I call my mom but she rarely answers. I try to not take this personally because my mom does that to everyone and not just me.
I saw a picture once of my mom and me together when I was like 4 or 5. I was really surprised to see in the picture her looking down at me and smiling a very happy smile. It was like I made her genuinely happy at that moment just being with me. It seemed odd to me to see that my mom liked me.
My dad had this rule that after he woke up in the morning I had to wait a half hour before I could talk to him. He needed time to wake up and I had a billion things I wanted to talk about.
I don't think I understand how people are friends and how they interact. I think I get more conversation and acknowledgement for what I have to say on EP over any response from people now or in the past.
Maybe if I had less to say it would be easier. I'm always having to hold back most of what I have going on inside in my head. It would be nice not having to worry about that as much anymore.
I call my mom but she rarely answers. I try to not take this personally because my mom does that to everyone and not just me.
I saw a picture once of my mom and me together when I was like 4 or 5. I was really surprised to see in the picture her looking down at me and smiling a very happy smile. It was like I made her genuinely happy at that moment just being with me. It seemed odd to me to see that my mom liked me.
My dad had this rule that after he woke up in the morning I had to wait a half hour before I could talk to him. He needed time to wake up and I had a billion things I wanted to talk about.
I don't think I understand how people are friends and how they interact. I think I get more conversation and acknowledgement for what I have to say on EP over any response from people now or in the past.
Maybe if I had less to say it would be easier. I'm always having to hold back most of what I have going on inside in my head. It would be nice not having to worry about that as much anymore.
