I Am a Sensitive Person
Confidence lacking confidence
In my own life, my personal life, involves me, and only i deal with the consequences..from that point of view..i rise in confidence..some have actually admired it..Taking critisism with humour..smiling because i feel fantastic..being true to myself..confidence galore
But when it involves another,family, a friend, people at work, and perhaps the company..i am the complete opposite..asking a friend once if they'd like to come out, if they can't..assuming that after a second time of not being able to..ill just give up..they've probably moved on with their lives..forgotten about me..telling myself false information..to then find im contacted in 2 weeks...working, starting a new job..not wanting to take a gamble a new task im currently learning..then ringing for assistance..to find, i could have done it..nervous about the next day..what new challenges will i face..will i mess up?..what consequences will it have on the company if i did?..am i doing the right thing?..did i say the right thing?..hmm was my first days impression okay?..i wonder if the staff like me??..am i worth it???
In my own life, my personal life, involves me, and only i deal with the consequences..from that point of view..i rise in confidence..some have actually admired it..Taking critisism with humour..smiling because i feel fantastic..being true to myself..confidence galore
But when it involves another,family, a friend, people at work, and perhaps the company..i am the complete opposite..asking a friend once if they'd like to come out, if they can't..assuming that after a second time of not being able to..ill just give up..they've probably moved on with their lives..forgotten about me..telling myself false information..to then find im contacted in 2 weeks...working, starting a new job..not wanting to take a gamble a new task im currently learning..then ringing for assistance..to find, i could have done it..nervous about the next day..what new challenges will i face..will i mess up?..what consequences will it have on the company if i did?..am i doing the right thing?..did i say the right thing?..hmm was my first days impression okay?..i wonder if the staff like me??..am i worth it???
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