I Can't Stop Thinking

All the words running through my head for the last 4 months:

Stop
Stop thinking of it
Please
Please stop
Please don't
Please don't this to us
No
Oh god
Why
Why did we have to be like this
Why are we like this
Why couldn't we be normal
God
God please
God why
God please make this stop
Please make this stop
Make this stop
How did we get here
What did we do to ourselves
What did you do to us
What the hell happened to us
Don't
Don't do this
Don't do this to us
We can't
We can't do this
We can't keep doing this
We're weren't supposed to be like this
We're useless
We're alone
This was never supposed to be us
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm tired
I'm so tired of this
I don't wanna do this
I don't wanna be alone
Hate
I hate this
I hate us
F*ck
Shhh
Please, just stop
I wish
God I wish