I Will Take As Many Words As I Want To Write This Story
[b]From my "Coping With A Breakup" series[/b]
Copyright 2019 by author.. All Rights Reserved.
Some of these were first drafts and some final edits.
Others did not make it past a development stage but deserved their own merit for what they said. Maybe I'll think more of them in the next tome. Publication for this one has not been announced.
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I called you today knowing you wouldn’t pick up.
I let it ring. You’d soon ask me to “leave my name and number”.
I never did. The sound of your voice was as uplifting to my spirit
While being as a dagger forced into my heart.
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It’s never the “goodbyes” that hurt the worst. Those I can deal with.
It’s the knowing that I am no longer relevant to you.
It’s not the goodbyes. Never is.
But the pain is forever.
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Sometimes I wish I never met you as I don’t deserve these feelings you gave me.
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When I was young I would crawl into a large box at Christmas that had discarded wrapping paper in it. I remember smiling from ear to ear as if “this” was the best present I got.
The next day that box was in the trash and the magic gone.
When I was older and met you I wanted so bad to unwrap you and be unwrapped.
And it was sweet. As our lips met and our breasts pressed together I felt you weave your way into my skin-forever leaving your imprint on me.
That was also too good to last as I find myself
as discarded as those boxes.
Copyright 2019 by author.. All Rights Reserved.
Some of these were first drafts and some final edits.
Others did not make it past a development stage but deserved their own merit for what they said. Maybe I'll think more of them in the next tome. Publication for this one has not been announced.
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I called you today knowing you wouldn’t pick up.
I let it ring. You’d soon ask me to “leave my name and number”.
I never did. The sound of your voice was as uplifting to my spirit
While being as a dagger forced into my heart.
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It’s never the “goodbyes” that hurt the worst. Those I can deal with.
It’s the knowing that I am no longer relevant to you.
It’s not the goodbyes. Never is.
But the pain is forever.
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Sometimes I wish I never met you as I don’t deserve these feelings you gave me.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
When I was young I would crawl into a large box at Christmas that had discarded wrapping paper in it. I remember smiling from ear to ear as if “this” was the best present I got.
The next day that box was in the trash and the magic gone.
When I was older and met you I wanted so bad to unwrap you and be unwrapped.
And it was sweet. As our lips met and our breasts pressed together I felt you weave your way into my skin-forever leaving your imprint on me.
That was also too good to last as I find myself
as discarded as those boxes.
