I Have Bad Timing

"We're Finally in the Same State"

That was the subject of the email I sent my friend. We talk all the time, at work and on home email. I was a friend and good listener who helped her through all kids of personal drama last year. I know so much about her. And she knows more about me than almost anyone in realspace.

And I finally will be in her city, visiting tomorrow, and she blew me off for dinner. Yeah, I'll still get to see her briefly in the office. But, I thought we'd have some time to really talk, by ourselves, out of the office. I'm really disappointed. I thought she was the kind of friend who wasn't just there when she needed something. I've let so many of those "friends" go as I realized I was being played. She was different, or so I thought. Now, I feel like I am just not important enough to her. Sigh.