It’s hard and people don’t understand me [I Live With Autism]

Sometimes I have a hard time getting mean jokes. When someone jokes with me, I mean I know the difference between a joke and rude but when someone jokingly insults me, I get shocked me and it hurts me. I would go into my room and cry. People would to stop me because they wanted to see if I can handle being roasted or don’t run away crying. I wish my family sometimes understand me. I do feel left out from my family too. I never get invited to events with my cousins, ever.