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OogieBoogie 路 F
Actually - THIS IS BRILLIANT!!!
Not saying what you went through was - but it's the steady flow of cause and affect.
And that comment yoy made about a decisions that significantly changed your direction.
It's rather flat out!
U get that you're condensing it - I suppose thats the only bit that ruffles me.
But.. If you've put all the main stuff down... It's an exceptional example of how, even though intentions can be good, logical, and practical - even though one tries, keeps their ethics, takes the hits.
It's really absurdly stunning how you can be one place one time - anf you think it's shit - then.., you can be rolling and flying... Moving on up, and one disregarded thread, one moment of distraction, one Careless word ... And you can plummet faster than an eagle in free fall.
To a place... That made where yoy started look pretty good by comparison!
I've rebuilt myself or my life more than a few times now. Had to give up all that I'd made, had to leave with just a car load. Exoerienced things I wish i hadbt. But also got to do some really cool things as well.
Made good decisions that were destroyed by others, and made bad decisions that let me see some of the most beautiful things in my life... And the most painfil.
Your story shows how quickly fate moves... With us or against us.
And it's a good legacy of harsh reality - it ain't all sunshine and daisies.
Not saying what you went through was - but it's the steady flow of cause and affect.
And that comment yoy made about a decisions that significantly changed your direction.
It's rather flat out!
U get that you're condensing it - I suppose thats the only bit that ruffles me.
But.. If you've put all the main stuff down... It's an exceptional example of how, even though intentions can be good, logical, and practical - even though one tries, keeps their ethics, takes the hits.
It's really absurdly stunning how you can be one place one time - anf you think it's shit - then.., you can be rolling and flying... Moving on up, and one disregarded thread, one moment of distraction, one Careless word ... And you can plummet faster than an eagle in free fall.
To a place... That made where yoy started look pretty good by comparison!
I've rebuilt myself or my life more than a few times now. Had to give up all that I'd made, had to leave with just a car load. Exoerienced things I wish i hadbt. But also got to do some really cool things as well.
Made good decisions that were destroyed by others, and made bad decisions that let me see some of the most beautiful things in my life... And the most painfil.
Your story shows how quickly fate moves... With us or against us.
And it's a good legacy of harsh reality - it ain't all sunshine and daisies.
@OogieBoogie Yes its condensed a good bit. I dont want to bore anyone with anything longer than it already is lol.
The thing you said about rebuilding from nothing I can relate to. I've done it multiple times but continued to get back what I've lost along the way eventually.
The thing you said about rebuilding from nothing I can relate to. I've done it multiple times but continued to get back what I've lost along the way eventually.
OogieBoogie 路 F
@Complexconfessions multiple times huh!?... Yeah me too. Although different ways.Adapting to a changing parent - I became one early, got out and had a head start beibg an adult - didn't last, Went crazy, refused meds. Got sane my own way. Built a future life, junkie boyfriend destroyed it, left with a truck, and a dog.
Rebuilt again, moved on, started a family, crisis hit, restructured. Refocussed and eliminated most luxuries - and threw everything I had at it to get it back on track.
Now - years later... Another crisis - one 5 years hasn't fixed. But discovered a lot of truths,, lies and betrayal. Pretence and blind greed.
And that this life is a fake... Time to take stock... And choose a new direction.
Is it a type of person this happens to?... Coz I swear I don't know any one else who has uprooted themselves. Rebuilt their character and had to redo as.much as me ( well - i know one - and his story is a doozy). I see others and this shit don't happen to them!!!
I swear I'm jinxed 馃榿
Rebuilt again, moved on, started a family, crisis hit, restructured. Refocussed and eliminated most luxuries - and threw everything I had at it to get it back on track.
Now - years later... Another crisis - one 5 years hasn't fixed. But discovered a lot of truths,, lies and betrayal. Pretence and blind greed.
And that this life is a fake... Time to take stock... And choose a new direction.
Is it a type of person this happens to?... Coz I swear I don't know any one else who has uprooted themselves. Rebuilt their character and had to redo as.much as me ( well - i know one - and his story is a doozy). I see others and this shit don't happen to them!!!
I swear I'm jinxed 馃榿
Butterflykisses24 路 51-55, F
@Butterflykisses24 Dont be, I wouldn't change anything. It's what made me the man I am today. Theres plenty of others who has had it worse. One girl on here in another country that I wont name,shes had a pretty tough life that makes mine look small
Fungirlmmm 路 51-55, F
@Fungirlmmm thanks 馃槉
Fungirlmmm 路 51-55, F
@Complexconfessions you're welcome sweetpea.
kablan 路 51-55, M
Tina91 路 31-35, F
Well.. it was a hard way. Life is hard and we are here without anyone ask us. We all have cross to take. And no one get's cross that he can't handle with. It is good to belive in God. Belive in tomorrow by doing today. U need to be proud about you no matther what. There are still good people in this world. As long as you live, you can change something. Good luck!
BananaBrown 路 41-45, F
@BananaBrown I've almost wrapped it up now with the last one. part 4 will be up to the present date so well see
skmokisses 路 46-50, F