I Want a Friend to Talk to

My friends are always so busy that we have become strangers to each other. I have no one to vent to about my problems except my own mother. And when I vent to my boyfriend or the roommate, there isn't always a lot of support. I need a therapist or someone I can talk to who will lend support, but I can't afford a therapist. I have depression issues that have been going on due to not having the money to accomplish certain goals for more independence and financial stability (or close to it). For the longest time, I have wanted to move out by myself so I don't have to live with other people and have to deal with their habits. But I am unable to do that because of my financial status. I also have depression due to mistakes I've made in the past that are still haunting me. I have found myself bottling my emotions, and it's building enough that my hands are starting to shake slightly.