I get frustrated with something like this. My mind is very active and it’s hard to talk what is on my mind. The words never want to come out right and I feel stupid when having conversations with others.

I've had that happen also in the last couple of years. I'm not sure if it's just a symptom of maturity, like you still care but you're not as emotionally reactive as you were and don't really 'feel' it like before.

Dyslexia?

I mostly have a problem with people trying to finish sentences for me or trying to talk over top of me. I think I put too much in front of what I'm trying to say, so it takes longer to get to the point. On the other hand, if I put the main point in front others ask a bunch of questions or raise objections which I've already thought through. Many times I just shut up and do what I want, then they think I'm unsocial or acting out of turn. Social complexities are frustrating to me. I'm a mechanic at heart, just give me a wrench and I'll fix it if you stay the heck out of my way and stop telling things I already know... But I get your situation in a way. It's ok to care about others, just don't let it stop you from living your life the way you choose.

I can definitely relate with the difficulty in communicating what is going on inside my head. Most of the time because I can't really comprehend what is going on in the first place.

Hope everything is okay. Do you ever feel like you're not getting as much as you give when it comes to people? I used to talk to someone that described a similar feeling and they said that when they would go through their own struggles part of them would feel like they just want people to feel for and worry about them the way they do for others.

Oh yes. It’s nice to be empathetic, but it can be super annoying too.

It means you're just human..