The one constant in my life. I will always let those around me down. When people need me the most, I won't be there. When people expect me to love them, I will be distant. When the world gives me a gift, I will walk away from it.
I hold off hope that one day I'll change. Something will spark in me that will set me on a different path. It won't. I'm a fool to think so. I ruin the good in my life. Yet life won't let me out. I always find a way back and it is getting tiring.