I Wrote a Poem

I say my prayers outloud so they can wonder the universe,
i push everything amd everyone away so they wont get hurt,
Maybe im selfish, maybe im protecting myself from times i got burnt,
Loving to hate,
Hate the feeling of love,
Its all the same in my eyes,
Blend with the rain when my spirit painfully cries,
The burning flame constantely lit, im doubting myself whether the flame will eventually die.
Stuck in a bubble where i can see beyond the horizon left untouched,
This is my mind,my life,all of me, the mind is so corrupt.