Pretty sure I have an eating disorder in progressOr maybe not. Or maybe. Been like questioning it sometimes. Because at the moment it's only sometimes I do this. I've been exercising a lot which isn't the main issue. I exercise an hour a day, with a break every two days because of my knees needing...See More »
TW: eating disorder!So I don’t know what my eating disorder is, or if I have one. I keep on not letting myself eat because I’m insecure about my body and if I eat I feel really self conscious. So yeah this is just me ranting. Have a lovely day! Byeeeee!
Over eatingI keep gaining weight and I keep over eating and eating ice cream and if I don’t over eat I feel hungry. I like being full.
Do eating disorders ruin everything?Yes. They do. I enjoy myself until its time to eat and it ruins the rest of my day. People want to take me out to eat and i say yes but i hate it. I enjoy myself but as soon as i get home i feel gross. I hate when people see me eat. I dont want them...See More »
My ed has ruined my lifeAll my friends have left im always in hospital and l look like shit l wish l could just be pretty im so lonely i miss my friends i just wanna be skinny
New issue my doctor doesn't seem to care aboutI've struggled with PTSD eating disorders most of my life. Long story but it has getting better. But for the past few weeks I get this horrible pain and pressure when ever I eat. It gets so bad I have to make myself throw up. I had an appointment...See More »
My sponsorHe's set a new goal for me. He wants me to sit down and eat with the kids. We have a routine. We cook dinner together. I make the kids plates. They sit to eat and I start cleaning up. Then when they are done eating I clean up the dishes I can't...See More »
vent, i hate my self.Look, i hate myself for crying too much n eating too much. My family always calls me fat and chubby just because i eat "alot" , they dont know that it hurts me when i saw them with my own bare eyes talking behind my back.
eating disorder? or just sicknessthese past day i've been really hungry but i didnt want to eat, when i did eat i tried to make myself throw up. whats wrong with me? i've delt with this before, i feel disgusting if i eat something i hate the feeling. is eating gonna make me fatter?.
I think I’m developing an eating disorder.I have only been eating once a day if I even eat at all and when I do, it’s maybe 600 calories tops. Lost right at 20 pounds. I recognize that it’s probably super unhealthy, but I just don’t really have the desire to eat. Feel guilty when I do tbh....See More »
I shared tonightSo after sitting quietly for weeks i finally decided to share at my meeting. I thought best not to drop my crazy tramas from my childhood with my first share so i talked about my struggles i have now about not eating. I only had a few outbursts...See More »
When i was struggling with my eating disorder I used to eat meals in front of the mirror if possibleIt was a reminder to not go crazy. I did a ton of crazy things over the years because of it. I'm ok now though I had a mini relapse.
Support groupSo this month i have been going to a eating disorder support group. Some of the stories people share are heart breaking. There is a 10 year little girl there. My daughter is that age. I couldn't imagine having to deal with that. Anyway i sit in...See More »
Felt low in energy because I wasn’t eating enough, now that I had some mozzarella cheese I feel much betterIs there a link?
Eating disorderI was supposed to see a specialist today to help with my eating issues but they canceled my appointment last minute. They don't have another opening until May. So i will just have to wait
Eating disordersAny one out there struggling with eating disorder. Ive struggled with mine most of my life. I guess you'd say I'm anorexic. I just don't eat. When i do its only a few bites then i have a tic or outburst and i stop eating. Getting a ear full...See More »
an eating disorder throughout childhood ruined how I see myselfI was an all star cheerleader from the time I was 9 until I turned 18. like gymnastics, it was really rough physically, except I was a flyer. People had to lift me, and I had to make it look easy. the people lifting me were not much older than me,...See More »