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I Am Afraid of Rejection

Bitter Rejection... The reason why my life is so limited.
Everything I do is controlled by the thought of being rejected. I can't be myself around many out of fear of someone rejecting me or telling me I'm weird. The only people I am somewhat comfortable with is family, my boyfriend and best friend. Everyone else I put on this sheepish mask to not do anything that would offend anyone so no one rejects me. It's actually sickening. I hate it, but I can't help it, I do it all the time. It's really messing up my life, it's like I can't do anything because of how I'm afraid of rejection. It think it's a self-esteem problem. I definitely have some self-esteem problems, self-confidence and self-worth. They all make me this weak, confused and scared girl. All the things I would love to do, I always have this holding me back. I wish someone could suck the low self-esteem right out of me. 
I always feel like it is just a phase and in a few years I won't fear rejection so much. Hopefully that is true. I can never be happy if I'm afraid to do what makes me happy. :'(
mycuzinvinni
you are not al;one if ppl some ppl reject you then its their perception its ok but i am sure a lot of people do not and will not reject you. allow the good in you show thru vinny
danielaaz
I'm in that situation right now fuck it sux!!
originalGOS · 26-30, F
Yep. It just makes like tougher than it has to be. I'm slowly trying to get out of it.
danielaaz
I don't have a boyfriend been dating this guy for 6 six like I posted here and totally fucking clueless.. Looking for a new job cuz the bitch I work with is trying everything in her power to get me fired.. So it's hard it's time to start fresh for the new year
originalGOS · 26-30, F
Wow, that's rough. Sorry to hear all that. If you want to chat about it sometime, I'm here.
originalGOS · 26-30, F
Sorry for such bad grammar.
mycuzinvinni
ok good luck vinny
originalGOS · 26-30, F
Thanks(:

 
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