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I Am Not the Same Person I Used to Be

Your name used to be
A song upon my lips
I remember
Your passion for life
I recall that look
In your brown eyes
We were together
A fresh new start for me
For you, I was a woman
Who thought I knew Love
What did I know? Nothing...
There were years
Long, long, lonely years
Too few smiles
Far more tears
I lost myself
I searched for myself
I found I needed
To be Free
I found the courage
To move on
Without you
With me
Can I forgive you
For this experiment
No, perhaps someday, yes
I will never die
That way again
I live now
I will forget you
I never will forget
Me...
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NocturnalTide · 46-50, M
You let go and moved on to grow. To stay anchored to him you would have perished. Even if you can't forgive, try not to stay angry; the anger will only hurt you. Change can lead to new life.
You have no idea what he did to me, Nocturnal. I still have flashes of anger in the memories. It became abusive physically in the end and I had to call upon the police a few times. And he unraveled mentally too. I purge by talking and by counting my blessings. Change is positive for me especially now. Thank you for your kindness.