I Sabatoge Myself

I feel like I always self-Sabotage myself when it comes to things that will help or better me...And I think it has a lot to with me making excuses or not liking something about a certain situation. Like if maybe im supposed to do something, but I'll say "I'm doing this so I can't" or "Maybe later"....

I gotta start doing the stuff i need to do tbh 😓