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Will you ever be able to feel like you used to?

Can you still find that spark somewhere in you?

and then nurture it ever so carefully, so it can grow strong enough to turn it into a flame, then a beautiful warm fire, then a fiery dangerous blaze you eventually may lose control of?

Or is it too late. Have you become Wet cold ashes forevermore?
NewBeginnings7790 · 41-45, F Best Comment
I don’t know anymore
Eclipsed · M
@NewBeginnings7790 this is my answer.

SW-User
I hope so. 😞
Eclipsed · M
@SW-User 🙏🤗❤️ the future is bright.. I've seen it.
SW-User
@Eclipsed Thank you sweetheart. I appreciate that.
Eclipsed · M
@SwampFlower don't say that we all believe in you!
SwampFlower · 31-35, F
@Eclipsed But I'll never be the same after everything, mentally or physically. Sometimes acceptance isn't giving up.
Eclipsed · M
@SwampFlower you're right. Truly.
Viper · M
Note right now I can't... maybe in the future when I feel more comfortable and have happiness and interest in and from other people, maybe.
Eclipsed · M
@Viper you got lots of time.. not even halfway done yet!
Keepitsimple · 51-55, F
It will take a very special person to make me feel like that if it’s sincere.
Eclipsed · M
@Keepitsimple awww.. so there is hope ✨🌈✨
MellyMel22 · F
[i][c=#BF0080]I’m not sure I wanna feel it ever again. [/c][/i]
Eclipsed · M
@MellyMel22 wow.. I kinda assumed you always had it pretty good with love. I guess it's the old *don't judge a book by its cover* thing.. I'm sorry.
MellyMel22 · F
@Eclipsed [i][c=#BF0080]Naa, I’m good. Thank you 😌[/c][/i]
Eclipsed · M
@MellyMel22 she saves the day!! Party at your place!
SW-User
It is what I've been doing and I believe that I can and do shine, not the same as before, not less or more, just different.
I refuse to ever give up on me.
SW-User
@Eclipsed Hmm. I don't know if I am imagining an undertone in there that implies I don't know 'bad enough' yet.
Eclipsed · M
That's a good question.. I'll think on it. I woke up and wrote that.. I might not have been thinking it through. My head is still foggy. I just know you always seemed pretty healthy to me. You seem well balanced emotionally and always logical in your thought processes.
SW-User
@Eclipsed We never know where someone has passed through or what someone has going deep beneath what they are willing to show. 🙏
nowic2 · 61-69, M
Not sure about getting back to how I used to feel. But I do know the potential is definitely there for the right person. Finding her is the difficult part. There is no scope for settling.
What about you?
Eclipsed · M
@nowic2 I think it's possible.. I just wonder if anyone would be willing to try and even reach me.. I've dug myself in pretty deep.
nowic2 · 61-69, M
@Eclipsed I get that. Some become very set in their ways. But if you think it's possible. It suggests you would be open to change, to some degree. That increases the possibilities. All the best.
Nobody00 · F
Wet and cold ASHES??? The wet part rings a bell...the rest, not really. Ya, its always possible to resurrect feelings if they are not dead completely. Old feelings die hard...
Eclipsed · M
@Nobody00 yeah.. they do.. easy to reignite.. that is quite accurate. ❤️
I think you can if you really want to.
Eclipsed · M
@Watching nooo.. you misunderstood me.. totally.
@Eclipsed I’m listening. 😃
Eclipsed · M
Did you used to have another username?
I think there’s still a small flicker of it. My prayer is that some day I’ll have the energy to bring it back to life.
Eclipsed · M
@Pinkstarburst that's such a big part of it.. energy.. as time marches on time and energy are the most precious of commodities every decreasing in quantity.
summersong · F
I know it’s still in me, I’m just not sure how to find it.
summersong · F
@Eclipsed some days I do, others I don’t. It’s not so much worry about opening my heart and getting hurt, more worry that I won’t find anyone to open it to.
Eclipsed · M
@summersong are you really pretty picky? Is that the main challenge?
summersong · F
@Eclipsed kind of? The biggest problem seems to be that there is a disconnect between who I am attracted to and who is attracted to me. Which I guess is a sort of pickiness.
MoonlightLullaby · 41-45, F
Nope. I'm a full blown cynic again. It's futile to even try...
Eclipsed · M
@MoonlightLullaby don't give up.. give yourself a year. Then let's talk again.
MoonlightLullaby · 41-45, F
@Eclipsed Nah, I haven't any faith or trust in the human species...
MoonlightLullaby · 41-45, F
@Eclipsed It didn't even take a year, the badass is alive again fyi🙏😉
Indy74 · 46-50, F
I have a beautiful warm fire with my husband, but, everything else is just wet cold ashes forevermore.
SW-User
@Indy74 Never. You have so much potential. You're smart, sweet, intelligent, and my sister.
SW-User
I hope I can one day, but it's on me, not him.
Eclipsed · M
@SW-User what word feels most fitting.. sacrifice or compromise?
SW-User
@Eclipsed I dunno. Thy sound loveless.
Eclipsed · M
@SW-User ohhh.. no.. then neither I know there is plenty of love ❤️
Eclipsed · M
@midnightrose I hope so too.. what are the odds you think?
@Eclipsed Things won't ever be the same. Things change for a reason and we aren't always meant to go back but I do think we can feel good again about something and that will start the spark again.
Eclipsed · M
@midnightrose awww.. that sounds very possible.
Iwillwait · M
Yes, It can be done. 😊
Eclipsed · M
@Iwillwait it will be done indeed 😌

 
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