I Think a Lot
I graduated High School last Thursday. Once I reached my Sophomore year things started to speed up.
Pretty soon I will be going to basic training and I will go from a teenager to an adult very quickly. I do not feel like i'm ready to grow up. People on EP told me I was mature for my age a lot, many of them even suspected me of being a grown man. But I am not an adult and I do not feel like it. I still have the mind of a teenager when it comes to a lot of things.
I did wish for school to be over and I am excited about starting my Air Force career, I just feel lost now for some reason. Most of the time, I do not like change. And I'm about to go through the biggest change of my life.
I used to talk about how I couldn't wait for that day to come. To me it felt like I would never grow up. But for it to actually be happening...... I'm just glad I used my high school years wisely and stayed out of trouble. I just should have maybe slowed down and enjoyed things a little.
I hear a lot of things about the Air Force, so I believe i'll enjoy it depending on where I go. There are a few things that trouble me and I'm hoping once I leave it will be easier for me to leave those issues in the past as well.
Pretty soon I will be going to basic training and I will go from a teenager to an adult very quickly. I do not feel like i'm ready to grow up. People on EP told me I was mature for my age a lot, many of them even suspected me of being a grown man. But I am not an adult and I do not feel like it. I still have the mind of a teenager when it comes to a lot of things.
I did wish for school to be over and I am excited about starting my Air Force career, I just feel lost now for some reason. Most of the time, I do not like change. And I'm about to go through the biggest change of my life.
I used to talk about how I couldn't wait for that day to come. To me it felt like I would never grow up. But for it to actually be happening...... I'm just glad I used my high school years wisely and stayed out of trouble. I just should have maybe slowed down and enjoyed things a little.
I hear a lot of things about the Air Force, so I believe i'll enjoy it depending on where I go. There are a few things that trouble me and I'm hoping once I leave it will be easier for me to leave those issues in the past as well.