I Think a Lot

I am thinking about a lot.
About the life I have.
About the life I want.
About my failures.
About the world.
About space.
I just think and its mainly because the reality I am surrounded by is just bad. I feel so alone that I just sink into my mind and be in a great world i want to bring to life.
So I just think.
So that when i can, Ill bring my world to life and it will be great.
But for now, I think a lot.