I am thinking about a lot. About the life I have. About the life I want. About my failures. About the world. About space. I just think and its mainly because the reality I am surrounded by is just bad. I feel so alone that I just sink into my mind and be in a great world i want to bring to life. So I just think. So that when i can, Ill bring my world to life and it will be great. But for now, I think a lot.