I Am Mad, Sad, Disappointed

Mainly in myself. I nearly walked out and left early but I stayed until the class was over. After I sent my dad three texts saying how bad I was at pole dancing. I didn’t do as well as last weeks pole lesson this lesson. I felt like I could have done so much better but I know what happened , the pole was sweaty and wet and it really needed a good wipe down with the pole spray I did that but I didn’t have a cloth as someone else had it so I used a tiny piece of tissue and I didn’t think I wiped it properly so I kept slipping off. Even with abit of liquid chalk on my hands and inbetween my thighs.