I Have Random Thoughts

No one knows the internal pain I suffer from. I have went through soo many tough obstacles and I still am. I have to see my mother get hurt and mistreated all the time. I have to put up with people that hurt us and I cannot say anything. I'm tired and there's no end to it. No one understands but they just think I'm a no good fool that has to take their bullshit over and over.