I Have Random Thoughts

Because she always
forgives.

ALWAYS.

And that became her
fatal flaw

for she always
forgives but
refuses to forget.

The scars became
her permanent
tattoos --- scratching
it from time to time
when she feels
like doing it,

facing the consequence
of seeing it bleed
once more

and no matter what
happens,
the pain stung.

No matter how much
you try to burn your
mistakes,
she'll forever keep
the ashes

but she will still
keep you.

because that's
where you belong
---in her heart,
in her mind,

---in her life.

So answer all
her questions,
jibe to her
sudden-switched
moods,

understand her
came-out-of-nowhere
irritations,

listen to the silence
that she gives you.

Look at her with love
when her eyes were
clouded by tears.

Adore her with
all your splendid glories.

Stop being her whys.
Stop being her 'i wished..."
Stop being her "why did you do that?"
Stop being her "where did i went wrong?"

and start being her

"Help me try to forget

---let's start again."

Words by Mica Meñez / / One-year-old-piece