I Have Random Thoughts

Did you ever rewind a moment in time. That passionate first kiss, to go back and relive it over again. To feel that soft sensual lip upon yours, hoping it would last forever. To look deeply into someone's eyes and hold that gaze for a moment frozen in time and then rewind that moment when you need to feel it again. So many moments I would love to rewind. My first visit to Vermont during foliage season. To see the vivid colors of fall, crimson, yellow and rust on an old oak tree as it readies itself for the coming harshness of winter. The smell of a wood burning stove, the crackling of a fireplace and the crispness in the air as nature begins to weave its tapestries.

To rewind to when life was idyllic and serene. In my minds eye, I rewind to a ticking clock, which holds all those moments of what ifs and what haves. As the years pass, those memories will fade, replaced by moments, not days, weeks, months or years. Oh, how I long to press that rewind button and return to my youth and remember what was. If only fast forward would be just as rewarding as rewind.