Broken and defeatedAt nineteen, I made a choice to be clean But lately, my demons have been so mean The craving for the cut when I wake up It's the last thing on my mind, this self-destructive rut I have a plan, for how, where, and when A part of me feels like...See More »
Idk AnymoreI wanna cut so bad rn, i have been for weeks tbh. Im kinda drunk rn, so I bet my depth will be minorly concerning. Potentially stiches level. But, idk. I've already relapsed, as your reading this. Its too late tbh. But at least im not dead ig, just...See More »
I feel like a relapse in inevitable...I've been clean for probably 2 months. But for the past idk, 3ish weeks my urges have just been getting more and more intense. To the point its getting hard AF to fight off. To the point i now have a gut feeling imma relapse again. What sucks is i...See More »
Going to the hospital for self harmI’m so done with hurting myself. I’m now having to go to the hospital for self harm I’m tired of this I really am.
I did self harm today but…I do regret it. I really do as it’s more scars added to my body which I hate but I couldn’t stop myself which I hate but it’s life unfortunately 😔
Self harmmmmI’m struggling really badly with self harm. Mostly just burnign myself and. I am under the burns team but I have to travel 3 hours to it as not one close to me. I am in so much pain and it is so itchy and I don’t even know how I am meant to get to...See More »
My self harm.TW covering topics of self harm. I self harm. I have before, and i did stop for a while. Until recently. I felt the urge to one night and my knife was too dull and i saw a lighter.. i burned myself. And i really liked it. And now i cant stop and im...See More »
My own artist. Self-harming poem.I can be an artist in my own way. My paper is my skin and my pen is my blade. The sting calms me until it goes numb, after that I feel nothing at all. I draw these pictures deep into my skin. My art however I can not erase and begin again. The...See More »
stress relieveIt keeps getting worse. I harmed myself today but I couldn't even do that properly and I feel like a failure. Is there a way to relieve my stress? (except drugs)
I'm 2 days clean ♡I'm currently 2 days clean, going for 3. This is the first time in a while i've even been 1 day clean, let alone 2. I'm quite proud of myself.
My life sucksI myself tried to commit suicide my reason is that my family always has high Expectations of me they always want me to have good grade or bodyshame or compare me to other kids it really sucks but i tried to stay positive and happy but i lost control...See More »
I hate that dang doctor [I Have Self Harm Scars]After sedating a patient, she started to pass harsh comments on her self harm scars. I was like wtf. That disturbed me even more. She was literally making fun of the woman and wondering whyyyyyy people resort to self harm. I wanted to tell the...See More »
After years of not being able to wear short-sleeves, I finally got my scars covered up! [I Used to Self Harm] This year I was able to get my first tattoo to cover up old self-harm scars. I’m so so happy with the outcome and how far my mental health has come over the past year. I left an abusive relationship, began recovery for my eating disorder, and I’m...See More »
I Am Battling Self HarmI lost myself what is the point of anything I'll never be liked n it well stay like that forever I hate myself so much there is no good people left
I Stopped Self-harming But Want to Start AgainI don't want to, but it's sure as hell getting to be the case. 😣 Ever since my nan died, I can feel myself falling. Every single second. I just can't breath anymore. My chest is constantly compressing. I always feel so sick. Every night is a new ni...See More »
I Used to Self HarmI haven't self harmed in about 7 months, but I really feel like doing it today. When/If I do, what is the best way to tell my therapist, without really telling my therapist (Such that he would be legally required to report me to the higher...See More »
I Am Battling Self HarmI am tottally loosing my mind. There is so much on my plate. No, I can't remove anything. It's all nesscary, unfortunately. Not getting one thing done Causes a huge domino effect Other things can't be completed Or otherwise because one thing Was not...See More »
I Am Battling Self HarmDAMMMMMIT! I was doing so well. I had no urges or anything despite the pain I was going through. I was fine! But f*******ck. I need to. I want to. I can't breath. I'm suffocating. I've tried everything. I can't cry.