My depression is killing meI want to die and end my life. But why thinking that i still care what people will think how i die and afraid I’ll be the talk of town and be on news or something n social media. I just want to evaporate like i never exist.
Sorry if I'm not talking to anyone right nowI promise I'm not ignoring you I'm just not in a good place right now
I’m literally the biggest contradiction to myselfI want so badly to make friends and have that platonic connection with another female but unless I can physically come see you or you me, I’m terrible at keeping relationships through the phone. I live 800 miles away from my friends and family and...See More »
I feel like crap.People who don't even know me don't want to know me. Ive tried. Joined a walking group. Twice I went I was ignored on the walk. Then went to a group that talks in a circle about there problems and mental health...they all go cafe after. First time I...See More »
Wife’s depressionMy wife can suffer long bouts of depression that Center on where her life is and what she’s missed out. She feels her weight caused her so many problems growing up and her housebound current state means she can’t do anything. She has alienated...See More »
This………edjnforoelenfjSometimes everything seem so meaningless and tiring. Just depressed. It’s sad for wanting to sleep forever…… None will understand
Why am I always counting down the days and rushing time?I’m literally giving myself a headache and driving myself crazy causing my own anxiety. I keep looking at the calendar and checking my email and examining on the calendar what’s the best day to send the email, then counting down the days until I get...See More »
Am I experiencing an anxiety attack or something else?Something happens to me sometimes and then like everything irritates me and I get mad at everyone and everything and like anything can set me off. And then I’ll start crying and get angry. Is this an anxiety attack? (Typically happens when I’m over...See More »
working full time is making me depressed, working part time made me feel like i wasnt meeting up to societys standardsWhat should I do in my life. I hate feeling this way.
Having one of THOSE DAYS...all week longBeen manic lately , trying new bi polar meds called zoloft...its been a Rollercoaster..one day i start feeling sad, depression kicks in, take the meds then wamo super excited, clean EVERYTHING then crash..40 mg . Tried another med called celexa..it...See More »
do you ever have times of 'insecurity'what if i lose my home and are homeless? what if i get a terminal illness? what if i somehow lose my financial income? what if i end up alone and have no one? what if, what if what if.... these are the kind of insecurity's i live with on a daily...See More »
does anyone else just not care for valentines day?I'm single, and so I've never really done anything for it. also, I don't think it's that.. well, special. shouldn't people be nice to their partner every day of the year? why make a day for it I mean if you celebrate it and enjoy it, fair enough I...See More »
I don’t like anything or anyoneI don’t know if this is normal or not or if I have like depression or anxiety or something but I don’t like anyone or anything. Whenever I do something or see someone I don’t have fun and it’s just like I’m passing time so I’m not bored but I am...See More »
Out of all the monsters ever thought up which one would you least like to see come to life?I’d have to pick the wendigo. I love hiking in the woods and while I know it isn’t real it still scares me.
what are the perks of joining a monastery?I'm not religious, but I might as well become a monk by now